Sorry But Who Are You

Sorry, I don’t know who you are.

You’re no longer the Jesse whom I used to know.

The old Jesse was friendly, innocent, and someone to look for in outings.
The new Jesse is immature, arrogant, full of vulgarities, and someone to look for only if you’re too happy and you want to be sad.

Your dramatic change has lead to ‘people disliking you’, ‘people backstabbing you’ and even ‘people showing a smile in front of you, but a middle finger behind of you’.

Go to my friendster and look at the ‘Dessert Interview’ video. Look at yourself inside, what’s the big difference between then and now.

You said ‘you want to wear like ah lian so people will be scared of you, people will not dare to stare at you but remain a good heart beneath’.

I don’t see how good your heart is either. You’re not a jinx, but you feel people are seeing you as a jinx. Look at your attitude first. Then wonder why.

This picture is your MSN nick which was almost 3 months back. And I can’t believe I tolerated you until now -

Why type this way and with vulgarities? You think everyone in your contact list uncle, aunty, ahbeng, ahlian?
Examples of my friends’ -
1. ’shit… don’t accept whtever i send u… it’s virus’
2. ‘guys i am sendin virus automatically… click cancel or ignore it if i send u things’
3. ‘Lolsx ii m sendiin p0rnn!!! dunchxz accept =p’

So much friendly can you see? I even have one friend who keeps going around clicking cancel when she knows her msn is sending virus.

You’re 13, and you said you’re still young. You don’t want to waste your youth. But that doesn’t mean you can be childish. So what you’re 13, I have friends who are 13. My ex was also 13 when I was with her. She wears simple, yet a lot more mature than you. She can think for herself and others. The only fault with her was that she could not get over frequently speaking vulgarities. But seems like she has done so now. At least she goes from bad to good, not to worse.

You’re the one whom I hate most, yet
You’re the one whom I love most.

But who are you now? I don’t know.

~ by ViN-.- on November 27, 2007.